haha. i cant believe you. i give up on you.

exams start tmr. i feel like it is going to be screwed just like prelims. freak! i feel like swearing. i feel like going to the beach and scream. i feel like taking a plane right now. i feel like just disappearing form the world. I FEEL LIKE CRAP RIGHT NOW!

i have been seeing my favourite christmas tree everyday. but it just doeSnt look as good in the day. so that is not stopping me from finding another bigger and glamourous one! :D

studied at suntec again today. there was this time when i was blowing my nose, using 3-4 pieces at one go and guess what. when i turned over, i saw one of the staff staring at me. so embarrassing. so i decided to blow my nose at my seat instead. haha. studying failed today. cos it became so crowded and noisy. hearing so many different languages around me. perhaps cos it is a sunday. decided to head home instead. but i ended up watching tv, playing with my bro, napping and eating my maggie mee.

i cant wait for exams to be overr.. many many celebrations, catching up and doing all the things i want. though the job is not going to be really exciting. but i guess the pay is just too good for me to say no! hehe. okay. shopping shopping. and the long night walk along the streets in the middle of the night, looking at christmas trees! (: i want to help mich and lyn prepare for prom! and i am going to make christmas a big affair this year. buying gifts and making presents for all my lovelies! i cannttt waiittt!!!!! :D

i think i grew stronger today. not that i dont care. but i cant afford to this time round and i am afraid of disappointments.

the first part of the day was a bad bad day. i was upset, angry, pissed, embarrassed and frustrated. i woke up, sulking and dragged myself to school. only to be agitated further by you you you! ahh!!! i want to screamm!!

but the second part of the day was pretty awesome. thank goodness i wasnt alone. else i would have just threw things out at passer-bys and scream at whoever walks past me! the company, my favourite couch and my favourite drink. (:

lack's quote for the day.

'focus is like a laser. look hard at the book, not at your stomach and the growling sound.' -lack lo

I AM JUST HUNGRY! =(

weishan, i need another movie. but a happy one this time round. =(

hello blog! i nearly forgot about your existence. hehe.

i am craving for porridge!!! but i dare not tell mummy cos i want the porridge near my house. not the one she cooks. :p

i am getting real real scaredd!!! CALM ME DOWN!!! TALK TO ME!! tell me everything is alright. i am so frustrated now i dunno what i am typing. ARGH!!! take me away!! i will do anything it takes. =( =( =(